Away

Which honestly is no different from normal. Because honestly in terms of activity it's like
0.00001% of rping and mostly thinking of what to rp or just socializing. I'm going to try to change that, finally. Sorry everyone.
Though I am frustrated over my character and all of the characters I've made at rp sites because truthfully they all suck in my opinion. Even though I did work my butt of on every single one and spent many days, my best it's just not good enough and I can't even figure out how to improve from that. (Well improve faster than normal, I'm a slow person.) The exceptions are cannons but even those aren't very good, there's not a lot of variety of personalities even when I tried to do that they all ended up being the same or it was just plainly badly written/ just a character with not a very good story (but hey at least they looked partially nice as some kind of character in a picture)/ not a good idea at all.
I have a feeling I was told this before but I just didn't clearly understand it, like I didn't see what they saw. It was just English words that made sense but didn't really have a deep meaning.
Then there's my art in general, which is just the visual version of my character apps. Lacking backgrounds in most, needs a variety of poses and needs a lot of other things. Just like my character apps I still haven't figured out how exactly how to improve (a bit faster than normal.)

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So that's pretty much the reason I went away. (Except it doesn't just end at character apps and art) To reflect upon myself which all should've happened earlier, but hey like I said before I need time to 'come across things/understand them' [And then a bit more time to come up with a solution/way to change things]

Hopefully that makes sense (though I doubt many people will read this. And I'm putting this in spoilers so only the first sentence shows that way people won't need to use a bit of effort to scroll down due to the block of text.)